I want omniscience.
That’s what it is.
That’s why I want to read and do so much and am overwhelmed sometimes. I just want to do SO MUCH and LEARN SO MUCH but I haven’t been able to structure my time or my mind to sit down and do it.
I want to be noted as a genius.
I want a Nobel Prize and a Fields Medal.
I want to have a wiki page.
I want to be a female mathematician who changes history.
Part of this is narcissistic, but I don’t go evil I won’t go Good. I see it now. If I remain neutral, I won’t move. I have to go evil to go good.
What the fuck holy shit. Kendrick.
Oh wow. This analysis is going to be the most interesting project I’ve done ever. I’m going to create an entire new discipline in three fields.
I have about 60 years to do this.
They say they want diversity in academia? Okay. Here’s what I can do…